Kuatkn kesbrnku!!

ary ni ingt nk hepy je..jmpe mmbe2 lme...
tp da wt abi mrjuk plak..ermmm...sory sgt...
ak xd niat pn nk wt cm2 bg dye jelez..
p2 aty pn xsng n xsdp je ary ni..ntah r...
cm tncen je...kte atyku xpnh tipu ak!!!!!!!!
smue  sgkaan n pe yg trlintas d atyku bnr...
ak cm rse dri ak ni xbrgne je!!!!!! argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
ak brslh r....ak brslh....tp nk wt cmne....
ak xtau nk wtpe.....
xd mooooddddddd......!!!!!!!
lyn lgu r....huhuhuhuhuhuhu.......
what hppen 2 myself????????????? faizah!!! wake up???
da mle trmenung2 je ni..ntah r....cyggggg abi!!! bnci driku!!!!

Ary ni dpt lptobku!!!!

aihhhh..syukur alhamdulillah..ermm..thanx abh n mk..
ary ni ak dpt laptob yg ak nk no 2..sng skit nk wt kje smbil nyelam mnum air..
nk gtl n chat dgn yg trcyg..my honey abi..heheh...smlm mrjuk adoii...
dye yg slh da mmafkn mrjuk plak tus tdo tgllkn ayg...xpe smpai atykn??
nengok r nt...ermm..cyg i love u...miz u..lpz ni blh r web ek dgn ayg..
ayg jauh nt da cyg..abi jge dr ek..ayg sntiase ingt.rndu n cyg my cinta aty abi...
mmmmmmuuaaaaaahhhh!!!! mmmmmmmmuuuaaaaahhh!!!!
cyg jgn mjuk2 lg ek..xmo r gdo xbest r cyg..abi kte kn jnji xmo gdo2 pn..
nt nk blk dungn cmne r ayg ni..da kne bwk lptob..huhh..rsekn brt ke x brt nt..
eee...ayg da brangn nk g jln2 nt dgn abi..hehehhe..nk g mne ek???adoii...
marang??cherating??kuantn??oo dungn je???ishhh xbest dugn 2..da 2 thn dk sne..awl2 je truja lme2 dk ats ktil tdo gk best...smlm kne bebel lg adoyaii...mak..owg tau da 2..nt owg ingt r pesan 2 xbg owg da..
hepy gk ni tgu lptob tp xtau r nt kang d pe lg wt ak mrh...ee..tncen btl dgn abg ipr yg bengong 2..sengal!!

Ku trime dgaan yg maha Esa!!

Ya Allah perkenankn doa hambemu yg hina d sisi mu..ak amt kerdil slalu wt dosa...
Ya Allah..dgaan yg mendtg menguji kekuatan n ksbran ku sbg hmbemu...ak trime pasti d hikmah d sebaliknye yg ak xtau..syukur ke hadratmu..ak msh d pnjgkn umo n wt insan trsyg maafkn ayg sbb ayg muncul dlm hdp abi yg abi tmbh skt n slalu gdo dgn dye..Ya Allah andai kau brikn ak peluang n ruang pasti ak mmpu brtrus trang tp ak insan lemah..xmmpu n xtrdaya nk melukan hati insan yg xbrslh..
Ya Allah ak redha dgn ujian mu..tp bntu akpulihkn keadaan sprti biase n brikn ak fkrn n jln yg trbaik agr smue mslh blh d selesaikn tnpe d kcwe n sdh..Ya Allah..kau takdirkn ak brjmpe dgn Abiku n kau hulurkn cinta ku wt abi..tp dlm mse yg sme ktwog trpkse mnjge aty phk lain..ak xmmpu nk tglkn abi krne syg ak da melekat pd abi...Ya Allah mgkn ini jln hdp ak berliku tp ntah npe mkin ary mkin ku sygkn abi..
ak xnk dye brgdo n brpisah dgn insan yg di syg slame ni sbb ak..
jht sguh ak ni!!!Ya Allah tlg hmbemu bktikn yg ak bkn r Nur Faizah yg kau ciptakn xpnye aty prasaan n seowg yg perampas n xjjr..bkn driku!!! sguh Ya Allah ak xsmpai aty nk lukekn hati insan sme agame n sme bgse n jns..tp ak xpnye peluang n xtau nk wtpe slain mmpu dian n rahsiakn dr si dye..klu dye d brikn peluang d tmpt ak mgkn ak rse dye pn akn wy bnde yg sme sprt pe yg ak wt skrg..xtrlintas lgsg nk rmpas hak owg tp msg2 pnye aty n prasaan xblh nk d thn...Ya Allah ak mhon ke hadrat mu..bantu kami..tlg hmbe mu yg lemah n hina d sisi mu..brikn kebhgiaan wt kami br3..lembukn hati si dye utk menerimaku dlm hdpnye..
Perkenankn doa hmbe mu xd tmpt lain nk ku bicarakn hasrat aty n mnx pertolgn slain kpd mu Ya Allah..
ak slalu wt dosa n tgl smyg gk..insan yg jp d ats jp d bwh..ak sygkn abi n sygkn si dye gk..
ampuni ak dgn pe yg ak da wt..melukakn aty insan len umpamaa ak xpnye aty n prasaan pntgkn driku..
pe yg ptt ak wt??bnuh dri bkn jln yg terbaik n blh setelkn mslh tp lgsg pe yg d wt kt dunia xd trime n xjejak syurga mu..ak xnk libatkn family ak dlm hal ak..axnk libatkn owg len dln mslh ak..biarkn ak yg tggung pe yg ak da wt..kuatkn smgt n imanku agr ak mmpu menahn n mmbri kekuatn kt abiku..
Ya Allah!! ak mhon kpd mu kau shtkn r abi dr pnyakitnye n lindungi r dye n keluarganya dr hasad dgki manusia n gnguan syaitan..slmtkn hbgn dye n insan yg d syg n jge hgbn ak..brikn dye kekuatn menempuh onak duri pghidupan n mtgkn fkrn kami Ya Allah..brikn dye ksbrn,kemtgn fkrn,kekuatn iman n jauhkn dye drmlakukn bnde yg xsepttnye d wt..aminnn...ku sujud kpd mu memohon perkenankn pemintaan ku..
wt abi yg trsyg...ayg sntiase sygkn abi..tp dlm mse yg sme ayg xsgup tgk abi skt2 n dgo dgn dye sbbkn ayg..
hyne Allah yg tau n tntukn jln hdp manusia kte xpnye plihn..hnye mmpu brdoa meminta simpati Yg Maha Esa n Kuasa..insyaallah...

sunday!!

why im i doing like!!!! argghhh...npe r d jelez2 ni ngok btl r...
cntrol yrself faizah!!!! ermm..ble abi bdmod ayg ske coolkn abi..
ble abi mrh2 ayg try wt abi hepy..tp npe ak lomah sgt nii???
ayg cyg abi..cyg..cyg abi..ayg rndu abi..
nk blk dungn d kwn..kt uma xd kwn...
bpe ary lg nk blk dungn aty jp xnk blk jp nk blk...
ntah r..nk tglkn abi sdh tau..tp klu dk sni ayg yg parah...
ayg xske kte gdo 2 akn merenggangkn hbgn kte abi..
mrjuk n memujuk 2 biase r..ayg cyekn abi...pe abi wt ayg tau..
hbgn kte biar kte je yg tau...ayg smpn rahsia kte wlaupn bdk2 2 tnye ayg pndai2 r..
mmmmuaaahhhh!!! rndu abi..cyg abi sgt2 cyg...cnta abi!!!
npe tbe2 emo ni..sengalll!!!!!

Cyg kekasih atyku:)

abi...rndu abi..syg abi..aknku mekarkn benih2 cinta kte abi..
ak ku siram bunga2 asmara kte..ayg syg abi..wlaupn jauh tp dkt d aty ayg..ayg xpnh d owg len slain abi..
ayg sygkn abi sgt...abi sgle2nye yg bg ksh syg n pcyekn ayg..ayg pcyekn abi 100% slain aya..
abi...ayg cntakn abi ikhlax dr aty..sbb slame ni ayg da ckup kne tpu n xjjur dgn ayg..
abi...mmmuuuaaahhhh!! mmmuuuaaahh!!! mmmuuaaahhh!! syg..syg..syg...abiku:)
cygku..wangiku..hubbyku...
ayg da tkr smue pswd trmsk blog ni..so ayg doa2 n hrp kte xgdo lg n xd owg yg blh musnahkn ksh syg kte n cnta kte ni..ayg d abi sowg je...owg yg ayg crk ble bgn n penyeri ary2ku..thnx cygg:)
abi!!!. ayg cintakan abi!!!! ayg cygkn abi sgt2!!!

Ak syg hubby faizah!!!

syg...smue ni dgaan kte..ayg akn sbr n tabah harungi ni..
tp kdg2 otak da serabut xnk fkr da..blh jd gle fkr hal owg je..
ble kte nk hepy??da lpz ni xmo r gdo2 sal babi2 kt luar sne..lahanat je hdp dengki n menyusahkn hdp owg len..ayg syg hubby...miz u so much sygg..ayg akn jujur n setia pcye r cyg..kt my inbox heart ni d hbby je..
xd owg len..thanx curahkn ksh syg n sygkn ayg...love u so much!!! mmmmmmmmmuuuuaaaahhh!!!!!

Ak Insan Yg Lemah!!

Ya Allah....ak mohon dgr prmhonan n mkbulkn doa ak...hnye pdMu ak pnta prtlgn n ak brserah...
ak slalu wt slh...npe???ak xmmpu jd shbt yg baik kt kwn ak....ntah npe r ak ni....
ak da wt owg kck aty n trase...ak xnk prshbtn ni trpts cm2 je...sia2 ak knl n kwn dgn kwn ak,ble dye ssh ak xmmpu wt dye hepy n tlg dye...huhu...aty ak ikhlas n xnk hbgn prshbtn kte trpdam...
kdg2 ak xfhm npe ak nk jd owg baik tp byk sguh halangn???????????
npe owg yg ak hrpkn xfhm dri ak....cme kwn2 yg ak rpt n knl je fhm ak...
kdg2 ak xfhm gk dgn bangsa ak,owg seagama dgn ak cm pe je......
jgn r pndg rndah kt owg len....sdre sndri pn xnk tlg,drh dgg kturunan sndri pn gduh.....bangang ke pe???
ble hal harta lgu je....serabut otak ak...nk wt baik ssh,wt jht lg r!!!
hdp ssh...mati pn ssh!!!! arggggggghhhhhh.......
ak xsmpai aty r nk wt owg ak knl trluke sbb ak....ak xblh!!! ble d owg kck aty ak blh tau....
ak yg jd srbe xkne nt....aduhhh

Final da hbz!!!!! yahhhhhoooooo:)

Syukur alhamdulillah....ak da hbzkn final exam ak dgn pnuh nikmat kshtn wlaupn jp2 ok jp2 x...
mse yg d tgu2 nk blk uma n nk rest...relaxxx lepak kt uma n nk crk kje klu abh bg r..heheheh
lesen yg da mati 2 nk kne wt gk...huhu....ary rbu ak nk blk kmpg da...klang!!!
xsbr nk jmpe mak abah n adk ak....nk jmpe ank2 buah ak yg mkin mmbsr...ak bkal dpt ank buah bru blk ni...heheheh...skenye sarah dpt ank lg kne jd tkg urut dye n jge dye...xsbr nk jmpe akak ak...rnduu smue owg kt uma...

Yezzaaaaaaa...da bli tket g kntn...

mgu dpn nk g kntn jmpe s dye n kwn ak...hak3...
kck ak doakn ko cpt sht k..mgu dpn d rezki kte jmpe tau...
ermmmm...2 my dear nt jgn lpe bli tket k..heheh
td da bli tket g kntn...da gtau abah ak sng r aty ak...yezzzaaaaa:)
cyg kamu2!!!
R_ya fren 4 eva ak xlpekn mu r..cyg kamu gk:)
study molek2 final n nt jgn lpe ek mai uma ak kt klang 2..nt d mse ak g kmaman oraittt...
skenye nk g kntn...haaaa...xmo r gduh2 nk jmpe ni...slamat g n blk k...
insyaallah...aminnnn

Penat!!! penat!!! penat!!

ermmm...sgt2 pnt ary ni..xpnh2 ak trtdo dlm kls ak trtdo...
huhhh...interview n test arab da lpz tgk test eko n kuiz je sok...
mgu dpn test statistik plak..huhu
ermm...
da msk pn fulus yg ak tgu2 alhamdulillah r...
miz my mum n dad...diner da lpz trbaik r ktowg perform dance 2..
gempak beb!!!!

Ermmm....Assigment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waduhhh....gle r ak xtdo lg ni...wk2 cmni owg da mmpi da pn...ak dk ats lantai ni dgn sjuknye relax lg wt kje...huhhhh....lantak r copy dr internet n paste je r...mlz e nk taip2 ni...ak ingtkn d r owg yg ak syg tmankn ak...huhu....dye slalu je mlm mmg skt pale..migrain trk sgt da ak tgk...nk crk r ubt utk dye....cian ak tgk..asyk ilg mood je...aiyakkkk....rndu dye!!!! nk dye tmankn ak smbil ym...eeeee nsb r td d kwn ak kt ym kbtulan ym huhhh pe gne kwn time2 ni r mnx tlg bg idea sal assgment ak 2....
smbil2 pkai headphne dgr lagu xnk ngantok thn mata ni...silau gle r wt kje dlm gelap mata kne fokus kt kyboard ni je...mgu dpn da study week klu d duit n rmate2 xd nk ajk dye mai sni...tp kne tgk dlu fulus ak 2...
final xlme lg weh faizah!!!!! come on r wake up!!! prove 2 yr parent n yr fren k!!!! i 1 3 pointer n abve also 4 flat...it will be possible if i try my best n study harder...mak abah,owg mnx doaln kjyaan dr mak abah dunia akhirat utk ank mak abah ni...ermm..teringt mlm bday gle r mmbe2 ak nk pkne..
cmni gk r ak ciapkn kje projek ctu smpai 4pg...soknye bengong dowg bg air bek pnye bau bangkai!!!
sengal r!!! bdn mkin pnt tulg min letih...jp g ak trlelap gk kt lantai ni...huhu
skrg ak jd kurg selesa r dgn rmate ak xtau r npe..sem2 lpz pn d hal...miz my fren...
thanx 2 dyana yg bg pnjm laptob dye suh ak wt assgment..dyana hope kte xgado cm pra dlu...
gle weh ak sengsara 1st time msk u gdo cm2 coz ak rpt dgn lect...smpai r ak dk uma miz q n miz m...
kowg da gelarkn ak ank mnje miz..haaa,da ak blk je blk kne perli2 mne thn weh..jiwa ak snsitif r..
kt uma abah tgi sore je ak da msk blk...ermmm...dk uma miz smpai final xsmpt pose n bke dgn kowg...sdh tau x:( nk ngs tiap ary nk blk uma xnk dk u  lg...tp nsb d miz2 yg syg ak...huhh
p2 d bdk2 yg jelez pehal...mkn,tdo lepak sme2..ak xperfect..ak lemah..ak ank yg kdg2 trkurg ajo n ksr dgn mak abah ak..kwn2 ak..owg2 yg ak syg...dlm proses mengenali erti kehidupan..:)
mau tdo da..argggghh...skt tulg...

Mak Abah!!!! owg rndu sgt2..nk blk jauh n lesen owg da nk mati..huhu

Miz my mum n my dad....mmmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh100!!!!!
owg nk sgt2 blk tp owg d byk kje ni...nt da lpz final owg blk uma k...
owg demam ary 2...tp xpe blh bgn g kls lg..ank mak abah xpnh ponteng lg...
mak....npe owg nk ngs ble ingt mak..ble owg taip ni pon owg cm sdh je...owg nk pluk cium mak n abah..
owg ingt pe mak pesan dlu.jgn wt hal kt tmpt owg,wt baik dgn smue owg...
ank mak xpnh lpe pesan mak..jht mne n nakal mne ank mak still ikt ckp mak...
abah thanx sgt2 owg byk blaja dr abah...owg xpnh mnx duit pn smnjak owg msk sni...
owg blaja berdikari..owg blaja pndai jge dr...akak d jmpe owg nk duit byr yuran n bku2 xpe abah jgn isau owg da bg n dlukn duit owg...abah,ermm lesen owg da nk mati...xnk r wt kt sni bruk upenye...
xcntik nt...final xlme lg insyaallah dgn berkat doa mak abah owg akn wt yg trbaik utk mse dpn owg ye....
mak abah jge dr,jgn lpe mkn ubt n jgn wt kje brt2 k:)
dk uma o g r jln2 tngkn fkrn jgn gduh2 je...xromantik owg tgk..hehehehe
syggggggg mak abah harta plg berharga kt dunia yg owg d....xdpt owg bygkn klu mak abh xd...
ermmm....xlme lg sarah nk bersalin da dpt r ank buah baru...bg nme comel2 cm acik dye...eisya n tasnim da mke cm ktowg..hak3.....my fren rndu kowg nt tgu ak blk klang k...lepak tmpt biase d ongkos ak blanje k!!!
2 smone sy rndu awk!!!  tp sy kne fhm awk.. sy wt yg trbaik utk awk n sy also ehem2 k...
owg kte ak trlampau baik sgt npe ek???alaaa,ak garang kowg tkt..ak wt gle2 kowg hepy je tp npe r kowg wt ak mrh lg??jgn r lbh2 ak geram gle dgn geng2 mok 2...hahahah..ak xtgo n snyum pn tp dlm aty nk glak coz ak brani wt dowg cuak!!!! pdn mke wt lg ak cm2...huhhh...xnk maafkn kowg tgu r kowg

Ary yg cerah.....

Ary ni d 1 je kls bel...ermmmm..mlz nk bgn coz mgu ni xd cti rht pn utk ak...aiyakkk!!!
mgu ni gk pnuh dgn test,kuiz n presentation....aduhaiii....
wt ak tkt lg paper report bel tkt sir elangkeeran cek kt plegiarism detect gruop ak kne detect...
mati r!!!!! tkt!!!!! aishhhh...what am i going 2 answer???? mak abah owg rndu sgt2....
xlme lg nk final exam...study week....
ak rndu sgt2 kt si dye:) my fren r_ya miz u 2..hahak....
2 smbody miz u so much!!!!! im trying not 2 make u in trouble k...