Ak Insan Yg Lemah!!

Ya Allah....ak mohon dgr prmhonan n mkbulkn doa ak...hnye pdMu ak pnta prtlgn n ak brserah...
ak slalu wt slh...npe???ak xmmpu jd shbt yg baik kt kwn ak....ntah npe r ak ni....
ak da wt owg kck aty n trase...ak xnk prshbtn ni trpts cm2 je...sia2 ak knl n kwn dgn kwn ak,ble dye ssh ak xmmpu wt dye hepy n tlg dye...huhu...aty ak ikhlas n xnk hbgn prshbtn kte trpdam...
kdg2 ak xfhm npe ak nk jd owg baik tp byk sguh halangn???????????
npe owg yg ak hrpkn xfhm dri ak....cme kwn2 yg ak rpt n knl je fhm ak...
kdg2 ak xfhm gk dgn bangsa ak,owg seagama dgn ak cm pe je......
jgn r pndg rndah kt owg len....sdre sndri pn xnk tlg,drh dgg kturunan sndri pn gduh.....bangang ke pe???
ble hal harta lgu je....serabut otak ak...nk wt baik ssh,wt jht lg r!!!
hdp ssh...mati pn ssh!!!! arggggggghhhhhh.......
ak xsmpai aty r nk wt owg ak knl trluke sbb ak....ak xblh!!! ble d owg kck aty ak blh tau....
ak yg jd srbe xkne nt....aduhhh