What happen 2 me???why all this happen??

Assalamualaikm..day by day..nite by nite..ermm,anything happen 2 me i should face it..
i should be patient..i tried 2 be a better person n perfect but i cant achieve it now..
maybe there have reason why i cant be like what i want..
i mizzz mum n dad so much!!if my home near 2 this university i will go home easily..see dad n mum but i cant it takes time if i go back 2 hometown..i will be tired and might not 2 come 2 class..
i mizz my frenz nad,mija.ain n faz..1 more person she is r_ya.. 
i always think about final exam and my problems..it makes me migrain..
i do anything 2 make all people satisfied with me and want them happy but why i cant be like before???
i have change my attiitude so far..be a quite,dont like 2 talk much..huhuhu..
plezzz my fren i need your support..come on be as usual..